Hey folks.. i've been extremely out of this planet........

My last post was like 7 months ago and that's long long ago..
SO......... im back in Panama, yet unemployed, working from time to time..

I'm most of the time at home, doing i lot of things, but ppl dont see me coz i just dont go out .. im really disgust with this town, and i wanna have a job in Panama city and move out.

I really  have to write like long so you can catch up with my life but that's not so important coz believe it or not...there's nothing important going on right now.

WELL.. Im really starting this self conciousness thingy about going Green. and by that i mean try to help this Earth keep it real.
The first thing i did it's to change all my light bulbs to Florecent light bulbs :)      ...i'm SAVING MY POCKET
That way you save money in electrical bills and you save energy...saving energy decreases the CO2 gas emission coz the power plants will produce less energy.

I've been reading on how can we help in order to keep it Green and to  avoid the massive gas emission of CO2 product of power plants and energy supplies and all that........ there are lots of things we can do, and ALL of them help us in a lot of ways...
Like walking, or riding bike or taking collective transportation instead of using lots of gas in our cars........WE BURN FAT! and SAVE OUR POCKETS

so... i've done my first homework: learn how to be a good modern hippie, but believe me... if we all turn into modern hippies, we can enjoy a beautiful, clean Earthy... xD

Now the second homework it's to put in practice all of this advices we can get

www.liveearth.org Join now and see ...

Cya next time...i'll keep in touch

Well you all fugly people... as you know im the only handsome and beautiful human existing so.... HAHA just kidding

Im doing a post grade now, and actually it rocks, but i have to say that it´s tougher of course, but always our final results, makes us wanna keep on going on.
I move to a new house, but this time i share with real aliens, coz i´d never share before, but with my family.... anyways... I´m feeling very good here, the people here it´s so cool and well you know the rest...

I´ve been sick since last Sun.day and believe me i was awful... now i understand how important is to have your family when you´re sick.... my throat it´s a mess and it´s infected so i´m on a antibiothics treatment....

Anyways folks....music
World Hold On - Bob Sinclair
Four to the Floor - Starsailor

And my birthday is knoking at my door... i´ll be 20 on sept 5th.. =D

Well this is just for the record..

IM CHEF.. I finish subjects on Friday and now im Chef.. i have been studying hard for 1 year.. and now im about to begin a post grade... im so FCUKING HAPPY

This title have cost me a lot... ours or study, loneliness, been away from my family and friends .. and of course it have cost my health.. i´ve been extremely stressed out, hypertense and so on......but im ok so don´t worry people...

I still have 5 more months to go in here....this country have me trapped but i will go back to Panama on December.. and i really wanna go back to Panama and begin to work and so on....

Well next week i´ll move and of course i will be paying less than my current apartment....im gonna save like 200 pesos that are like 60 dollars ... (sort off ) wich is a lot here in Argentina...hehe

Im gonna change my enviroment to see if i do well the next 5 months...

I´ve been listening to lot of good music....
The Kill - 30 Seconds to Mars
Dejame Gritar - Kudai
Hyperballad - Bjork
Handful of Redemption - Boy Sets Fire

This is me and my Cuisine and Bakery Teacher, in our Chinese Pastry class... I made ma fa !!

... Waiting for December

Hey people... Im still alive..

Im still in Buenos Aires doing great.... i´m having lot of fun and im doing extremely well at college...but unfortunately im done on late July... but im planning to stay here at least until December or let´s see......

Now i have lot of friends and that´s great....

2 weeks ago Jovanna and Sandy came here..they are friends of mine and neighbours from Panama.....

Well my very best friend Carl is back, he´s ok but he have amnesia and that sucks he doesn´t remember me...but im glad he´s ok ...

So im doing some courses (Fusion, Thai, Sushi, and so on) ...and it´s great... im finishing Pastry lvl 2 ...

Oh and on June 9th it´s the foreign students party.. sooo cool.. last year was great and im sure this year will be even better...

Linda if you read this please leave me a msg i don´t know anything about you..
Ines if you read this also send me a msg and call Linda i don´t know about her..

Anyways cya

This message is just for me....i think anyone is reading my blog lately so WTF.... i have had good weeks since i came here but i have to say that deep inside i feel sad, and sometimes i feel vulnerable...but i dunno why....im not this way... I miss my rabbit so fucking much... i really need him to show up and send me a msg shit....this shit is not fair....not at all....i feel focking bad and i hate this feeling...... My friends have told me to wait and to have patience that he will show up but shit i can´t wait....an important part of my life depends on him and i hate that also...   Someimes i feel he´s just fine and he will answer soon but sometimes i have this picture in my head that he´s dead and i hate that feeling.... i hate it... i dunno why i think about that sometimes....i just wish i don´t.... I miss him so bad......I just try to distract my mind , i go out with my friends all the time i can and let time pass by so quick so he can answer on these days......but anyways... he will and i´m waiting ....

Anyway i have been going out with my friends and everything have been sooo nice....now i have friends here in Buenos Aires and i love it...

The sun will rise when the tide calms down
Then i will understand that you will come
The moon will disappear and light will show
A new day announce the love have come

James Blunt - Goodbye My Lover
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

Well you people...
I´m in Buenos Aires i came on march 7th.... i mean 2 weeks ago...

I´m having a good time thx God...my classmates are cool and all the panamanians we´re together in pastry class... that´s great....

I´ve been hanging out with lot of people...this new part of my life is being good, i have friends here... but here comes the sad story..

Last week i´ve been sad coz i dont have notices....im starting to worry but my friends tell me to wait like some weeks for notice to come.....but in the meantime i´m sad, depress and vulnerable...

I don´t know why this #### happens to me at this very moment of life, but that´s part of living right?....... i don´t know what´s about to come and i don´t know if i have to prepare myself for something or what....... That´s why i say im vulnerable....

Im just trying to fix this time, year, age or era......or chapter of my life but i just have to move on and go on....

I just need an answer....

Time without you is like cakes without sugar
Needing that escence that makes them sweet
I need honey to make myself clear
I need honey to make myself a nu man